Saturday, February 3, 2007

Random thoughts on..... Embarassment


At a very recent workshop (mmm,like 2day) we were made to divulge our 'most embarassing moment'. I hate these 'get2no u' exercises, besides being absolutely pointless they always place me in a painful spot, I've decided my least favourite question is 'Tell us 1 interesting thing about yourself?' I've even begun to refuse answering it... by the time the facilitator gets around the circle you've missed out on what everyone else has said because you're too preoccupied trying to conjure up some lil interestiong but not too weird fact about yourself.Anyway.. the embarassing moment thing wasn't too bad and plunged me into sobering thoughts about 'embarrasment' and then i realised if 'embarassment' is feeling 'awkward,shy or uncomfortable in a social situation' it happens often!!!I mean an embarrasing moment isnt only the overwhelmingly 'hide my head in shame' bcos sure I've had those... getting a concusssion from a soccer ball that scarred my physci so much that I now run in the opposite direction when I see anything round coming toward my head, running someone into a wall once because I thought they were someone else(pls dont ask), being thrown into a relatively public-ishy pool with a short skirt and red underwear and na na na the list continues.... but 'embarrasing' happens everyday of my life. One would almost be forced to think that I constantly place myself in those situations and question my sanity... alas.. I can't eat ANYTHING without making a beeeg mess, I have the most 'unique', potty, hideous laughter and after 12 syndrome!! and I always, always do the maddest, dumbest thing... (T,S,S- You'll know what I;m talking about) but u no what the funny thing iss..... I don't giva flying fart:)... so I've come to the fabbest conclusion... embarrasment kinda rocks(in aweirdy twisty kind way)

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